The Diary Of Me

I was living a horrible life, I didn't have any friends at school and even worse there was this girl named Monica. She picks on me every time she sees me in the school corridor. I hate her and I hate everything about me. Let me introduce myself:

Hi my Name is Ashleigh, I am 13 years old. i live in a town called Townsville. I only have one friend but she's not real. Her name is Hope. She helps me get through everyday. I love to play Music and listen to heavy metal bands and rock n roll.

people always stare at me when i am walking down the street. They whisper things to each other about me. I know they do cause I sometimes hear them saying things. People think i am a freak but i know i am not cause this is whom i really am.

I woke up on Monday morning, it was going to be like any other day. Go to school, come home, sit in my bedroom alone or learning guitar which depends on what type of day i have had.

it was already 8am an i still wasn't out of bed, the school bus was going to be at my house at 8.45am and i still needed to get dressed and get my school things ready.

but like every morning i dreaded going to school because of Monica. she was the popular one, she was on the cheer leading squad. she picks on me everyday, she calls me names like 'freak' and 'emo'. I cant walk down the corridor without her saying something horrible to me. I can't stand being at the school, i wish i could transfer but my parents wont let me.

i turned to my CD player and put on my favorite song ''Fallen Angels'' as i started to get dressed and sorted for school. My Mum shouted up to me to tell me to hurry up and get dressed.
I finally got dressed and went downstairs. My mum had made me my breakfast. She made me my favourite which was toast with chocolate spread.

The bus pulled up at 8.45am and sounded it's horn to let me know that it was there. God I hated when it sounded the horn as it reminded me that I got to face Monica.

I said goodbye to my mum and walked to the bus. I was thankful that Monica doesn't catch the same school bus as me. The bus journey was awful. Everyone kept staring and me and saying nasty things about me because I was wearing my Guns 'N' Roses t-shirt.

I sat on my own on the bus journey as no one wanted to sit next to me at all. Finally the bus got to school. I couldn't wait until I got off of the bus. As I was walking down the stairs someone decided to push me. I fell fown the reminding 3 steps and landed on my knees hard on the hard path. People around me started to laugh. It wasn't funny but they think everything is funny.

I had grazed my knees badly so I got up and ran as fast as I could to the nurses office. When I got there I knocked on the door and waited. Nurse Shannon answered the door.

'' Ashleigh what happened?"

"Nothing" was all I could mangage while I was crying.

"Something must of happened for you to get injured"

"I got pushed off of the bus"

"Did you see who did it" asked Shannon

"No I didn't, I don't want to talk about it"

"Ok, let's sort out your knees, then you can go"

"Thanks"

After Shannon had finished dressing my wounds I got up and left the nurses office and walked to my first lesson. I loved Maths but I hated going to the lesson as Monica was in the same lesson as me. As I walked into the classroom. Monica saw me and shouted:

"HI EVERYONE LOOK ITS THE FREAK"

The whole class started laughing at me. I went to take my seat at the back of the classroom when I heard some shout:

"Ashleigh did you like your little fall this morning"

"Yeah Ashleigh I heard you Started crying and ran off"

I tried to ignore it but I couldn't as they kept giving me abuse and calling me names.

"I think the Emo is going to cry again"

The teachers at this school don't listen to me. They don't want to get involved with any bullying. I hate the teachers and the school. I don't want to be here. I wish this math class would hurry up and finish. Monica grabbed my work and ripped it up in front of me. Because of her I had to start my work all over again.

I wish the bell woud ring so I could go to my next lesson. The bell finally rang after what seemed to be a lifetime. My next lesson was music, the only lesson that Monica isn't in. I was walking up the coridoor to music when I was grabbed from behing. It was Monica. She pinned me against the wall and said:

"I am fed up with freaks like you in this school, I am going to do all I can to get you permantly excluded from this school. You freak"

I simply nodded. She let go of me and walked off with her mates. I slowly walked to music eith tears in my eyes. I eventally got to music, I sat in silence for most of the lesso. I was thinking about what Monica was going to do to get excluded from this school.

I couldn't think straight through the lesson. I picked up the drum sticks and started playing random beats on the drum kit. I wasn't normally good at playing drums but I had to take my anger out somehow. I couldn't wait until the school day has over. I can't stand I(. The day was dragging along slowly.

It was break time when it happened. Monica had set 2 bins on fire outside of the canteen. The principle came out and asked who did it.

My life went from bad to worse in a matter of mintues.

The principle asked who started the firs and everyone shouted:

"Ashleigh"

The principle turned around and shouted:

"Ashleigh my office now"